faith over practicality.

lately, i've been really focusing on why I make the decisions I do.

why do I want this? why am I doing this?

i realized that the reason i want things is because they are practical, they are within reach.

when i was asked what i wanted to be when i was little, it would always be these bizzare things such as a cotton candy maker or a professional ballerina.

if i was asked to day what i wanted to be it would be a lawyer.

how can a kid with such creativity go from these crazy dreams to being a lawyer?

one word. practicality.

a lawyer is practical, its reasonable. it's attainable. its safe. there's no fear at all. people will always need lawyers.

but I feel as if being practical is not what im called to be. i'm called to step out of my comfort zone. i'm called to make a difference. i'm called to rely on faith.

to rely on god.

not to be worried that something wont work out.

but to put my trust in him.

always.

I guess what i'm trying to say is that we can't be afraid of faith. of stepping out of our comfort zone. it was what we were all called for. to make a difference.

psalms 56:3

but when i am afraid, i will put my trust in you.

NLV