all to you, i surrender.

there is no place I would rather be than here at your feet, laying down everything. wow. talk about powerful. okay, so let's start from the beginning. tonight at dance we found our finale song for our recital. it's called 'surrender'.

then I began to realize,

that fits this year so much.

this year i have felt so dragged down from just everything.

everything from last year, mistakes, accusations, and hardships.

and these things have been keeping me from really ever succeding in anything.

i feel as if these things have been following me everywhere i go.

like i constantly carry them everywhere.

it doesnt help that I'm reminded everyday from other people either.

and i'm still paying for past mistakes.

but i've realized that I dont have to carry these things with me anymore if I just....

surrender.

every thing, every part of me.

my dreams, my mistakes, and my enitre life.

if i just trust him and completely surrender

he will be there, willing to take all of me,

and everything else.

if i just surrender,

he will catch me,

always.

but things like this are easier said then done.

as I've said, i'm not great at fully trusting anyone.

and if i want to completely surrender, then i need to trust.

trust that he will protect me.

that he wont let me fall.

and thats hard.

really hard.

but it's worth it.

i realized that just letting go and trusting him is so much easier

than holding back.

and when you learn to let go,

is when you completely and fully

surrender.

jeremiah 50:15

she surrenders,

her towers fall,

her walls are torn down.